Love is a scary thing.
A really really terrifying thing.
You attach yourself on to one person so
much that handsome soon, everything revolves around them, and you can't imagine
what life is without them anymore.
And then there's the realization that this
may not last as long as you want it to,
And it's miserable.
But then there's also the immense joy that
the person can bring you, and you remember all the good times that you've have
together, and you try to hold on to that and cling to it with all you have.
But what if it's not enough?
But
then, what if it is? or am going to use
“if else”
God
makes everything happen for a reason, and I believe that with all of my being.
But
gosh, it would be so nice if it didn't have to be such a roller coaster.
Still,
whatever happens, it's for the best. And I know I'm happy right now (really, I
am!), and I also know that it may not last, and the thought of that literally
makes me feel as if someone is punching me on the left side of my chest. But
everything happens for a reason!
Love
is a scary thing. But you know what? I'm in. And I'm trusting God to take this
wherever it's supposed to go. And we'll just have to see where that it! Hmmhmhmh…..:)
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